I Struggle With Words of Love
Until you smile my heart will pause, as well my breath will hesitate,
Perhaps I am mesmerized unto a hypnotic repose, unable to relate,
The nature of my being is of one smothered in love as if a sunk stone,
Her beautiful face turns to be seen in angelic pose for one man alone,
True my heart displays no hardship rhythm yet in all honesty it may,
I struggle, I truly do with expressions of love that I give her every day,
Perhaps I’ve said so much she’ll think I’m a child with newfound love,
Do beautiful women tire of men saying it’s her that he will dream of,
Or do they tire of written words that flows from the heart during war,
So many years ago or was it five decades ago the draft said no more,
No more nights to drag main in search of you and to say “I love you”,
Or nights to cup your little face in my hands and kiss your lips too,
After fifty years of loving you it seems I’m falling in love all anew,
Your beauty has multiplied beyond the beautiful past that you knew,
Such inner beauty has been hidden away because of your shy nature,
Perhaps your secret shyness hid you away for me until you were sure.
The end by Pat for Patti.