I stood at the gates of Eden with an angel beckoning me through,
Through the clouds of paradise I caught a quick glimpse of you,
Pray for her I begged, “she needs me more than you can know,”
“Oh it’s more than YOU know, she is an angel that loves you so,”
“Enter into her heart and persona to feel her unconditional love,
Suddenly I felt the anguish of a thousand broken hearts from above,
The world I knew was falling apart and I struggled for another breath,
Crash carts and nurses ran through doors that symbolized my death,
Fear I had never felt before coursed through my veins over me,
Over me? I thought, what is wrong with me that I couldn’t see,
Oh how I love her, but quite suddenly I realized it ran both ways,
The things I had done to survive the war allowed me more days,
Her photograph I kept near my heart after our summer goodbye,
Extreme loneliness for over a year brought my eyes to often cry,
The hardships of drafted men at war is only known by those boys,
Boys forced to become men using the war machine’s deathly toys,
Each night I held her photo as I prayed she would wait a year or two,
Through dark of night I’d watch the stars hoping she was looking too,
Each beat of my heart seemed to increase my love tenfold or more,
With the first touching of our lips my mind knew what I was living for,
Against all odd we grew our love each time our eyes could meet,
A small ember fanned with devotion created enough of love’s heat,
To grow our love despite obstacles of meddling and temptation,
Our love grew in spite of war’s separation to never know stagnation,
The sacrament of Holy Matrimony brought grace to our eternal bond,
We two souls entered into marriage with enough love to go beyond,
There was never a doubt that I was there to be her protector for life,
I am a mysterious man of extended time still deeply in love with my wife,
Each day I’ve loved her more as her internal beauty overwhelmed me,
Every time her perfection overwhelms my soul I am grateful that I can see,
No one can understand but me how her lack of vanity makes it more so,
Yet time has been kind to her and age has brought with it a subtle glow,
They say I took for granted how much that little girl was in love with me,
Let me be truthful now, I know my worth very well so how could it be,
Yet here I stand, with her emotions of lost love coursing through my veins,
Her unconditional love is that of one willing to die so the spouse gains,
At heaven’s gate a puddle must exist as through me her teardrops fell,
The pain of separation for over a year after being drafted into war’s hell,
Pales in comparison to what my little girl was feeling as I lay dying nearby,
Yes, “my little girl” is the cuddle name given her by this fortunate guy,
Hazel-eyed angel with tears of anguish falling from her eyes is torture,
I have no doubt if she passed away while I survived I’d have no closure,
When I could bear no more I sobbed desperately and started to pray,
Please dear angel of God, ask our Lord that I be allowed NOT to stay,
“Sacrificing eternal salvation is a risk however God gave you free will,”
My heart is eternally tied to her such as flowing water is never still,
Be still my beating heart I’ve often said as her entrance took my breath,
Then I felt the hands of life pull my soul into my body to halt death,
Time suddenly slowed to nearly still as I turned to look through the wall,
Standing near the door she sobbed as each person ran by trying to stall,
Her beautiful eyes in search of a promising look from a stranger passing by,
When out came the words she so needed, “we won’t let your husband die,”
Please reach out to her and comfort her breaking heart if you will,
Then motion returned as suddenly as time stood that moment still,
Comfort came to my soul as I felt the physical pain my worn body knew,
Hazel-Eyed Angel, my little girl dear, I left paradise to be here, I love you.
The end, by Pat for Patti