A Photo Held Tight
I remember these things of long ago for what it’s worth,
It all began twenty one years after my earth born birth,
Difficulty remembering blocks memories of when I’d fight,
Yet I easily recall night when I would hold your photo tight,
Laying still in the pouring rain holds no memory I find dear,
But I remember trying to avoid death as I filled with fear,
As the notice of draft flashed in my head I’d hold you tight,
Your photograph was my sole comfort each and every night,
How I wanted to hold you tight if ever I’d again be near,
The biggest fear I knew was you wanting me to disappear,
But once again I would do the same in the darkness of night,
I’d hold you near to my heart until I would again feel right,
Many times the photo has been reprinted as it’s getting worn,
The original I keep hidden as it would hurt if ever it was torn,
My greatest treasure in life is your photo I hold each night,
To stare into your eyes brings relief and moments of delight,
How I miss you as I hold your photograph next to me,
Salty teardrops trace my face making it difficult to see,
I fell so deeply in love with you on the very first night,
Never have I doubted my loving you or felt it wasn’t right,
There is no doubt that my main purpose in life is to love you,
When I came through that window I knew what I had to do,
I became obsessed and the next night I held a photo tight,
The obsession was you as I prayed for you every night,
While training in Dallas you were always in my heart,
Then the draft returned me home to do my patriotic part,
While home on leave a moment of tender love was right,
Your kiss awoke emotions felt as I held your photo tight,
Evening shadows brought fear as I yearned to hold you,
A moment too far away in time and in travel distance too,
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for a chance to hold you tight,
The beauty within a photograph got me through the night.
The end. I love you Patti