Words of love come flowing through when I think of you,

Every word I’ve said of loving you is always spoken true,

At times when I hold you tight stressful images may flow,

Worrisome images appear influencing memories I know,

“Wonder worries” I have nicknamed those worries so old,

Nicknamed worries say they’re here too long or so I’m told,

“I pray she won’t” has hung around as if a noose on a neck,

Worries of her departure have lingered making me a wreck,

Nightmares fall from heaven in contradictory jest I suppose,

She is truly heaven sent perhaps that is where they arose,

They’re those worry words and “wonder worries” that come,

Descriptive words of her must be heaven sent if not all, some,

Nightmares depict her gone as teardrops begin to quickly fall,

I will love you my angel as teardrops fall I’ll be there if you call,

A dream of you is a dream from paradise gates sent to renew,

Dreams of you are tenderness wrapped in love kisses from you,

A tenderness kiss upon my war inflicted wounds is a miracle,

And lonely tired recipients of stolen mail become analytical,

Wondering why no letters came she surely doubted my word,

Yet a victim of a wicked game I reject painful words I heard,

So desperately needing love from her I crept upon life I did,

Crawling in mud with gunfire around I managed to stay hid,

Nothing has been easy I swear since the only time one fell,

I am one, not number one but the one living under your spell,

Please speak tenderly to me and remember we just began,

Harshness of your look may forever dwell in a lifetime plan,

You are the litany of my voice you are my only words of love,

You are the only expression of love given to me from above,

I spoke in many words, speaking to you as quickly as I can,

Since the day I fell I did things for you in studied type of plan,

Without experience in loving I spoke inherently incorrect too,

So lost yet needing to say, awkwardly I spoke of love but true,

Why am I a man so very blessed that I’ve experienced love,

True love pulses through my veins without fault or talk of,

Unknown to my angel of love I give thanks for her loving me,

Of every man on earth I am chosen as hers it’s difficult to see,

Incorrectly I question our Savior asking why I am her chosen,

She can’t understand she can’t, why I forgive what’s woven,

My heart and soul does so because I am bound to her heart,

So tightly woven, our hearts unite as one to not be torn apart,

If beating in off rhythm our hearts would strike hard the other,

With hearts bound so tightly we must unite as if one another,

When my beautiful love wrongs who I am I cry inside by failure,

When we met she was perfection, if she failed It was me I’m sure,

I was sure all through my mind that I had influenced her wrong,

When eighteen I spoke incorrectly but it felt like a love song,

Her wrongs are my wrongs and my wrongs by influence of her,

Like a ball of twine we have become bound as one in love’ coffer,

If only I could combine every dictionary’s love words to express,

Our love, it is bound by mankind’s love and God’s hand to bless,

A soft kiss from heaven fell upon my soul to gift me of her love,

I love you Patti, forevermore, you are the only one I dream of.

The end,by Pat for Patti

My heart beats heavy at times but not an affliction is the cause,

It’s a confused state of mind that injects flummox bringing pause,

The word flummox fell from my mind to show my bewildered state,

Only you can befuddle me so that I used pause instead of hesitate,

If truth is told I used both perhaps misunderstood is where I stood,

Only you can conflict my mind or is infliction to be misunderstood?

Perhaps I’ll drift from this place in search of the solace I once knew,

How can I be in this place as I’ve had a lifetime of comfort from you?

But years have come and quickly passed as they mounted high,

When we married the excitement of a little boy made this man fly,

Excitement that a boy like me was married to the goddess I saw,

From toe tip to nose tip and more I adored the girl without a flaw,

A Greek Goddess it was said had passed her beauty to human you,

Fill you with the sweetness of a candy store but spice your lips too,

So sweet but filled with tart words of fun with a mean streak in full,

Words so strong that once is enough yet you inflict with a bucketful,

So many years ago glee filled my mind as your beauty overcame me,

Truly beautiful through and through and each look gave me more glee,

A six year old filled with candy n’ sodas took over my twenties brain,

Joy of a young man’s heart shared with all went against your grain,

What’s wrong with you that you say those things as if I’m a shiny toy,

My toes tripped on smooth air or was it the tongue of a twenties boy?

A mouth as big as mine must contain a tongue that’s too big to stay,

Once my tongue fills with thoughts words spew forth with lots to say,

Yes I spewed forth words of your beauty describing most every part,

But know each word I said of you was said with love from my heart,

I love you so and always have it seems I was born already loving you,

I first saw you when you were twelve and knew I’d marry you, it’s true,

But true love struck my heart with Cupid’s arrow when I was eighteen,

Every morning since that day my first thoughts have made me gleam,

You were past eighteen a month and a half when you smiled your I do,

That day the heart of no other man could hold the love I held for you,

I vowed to love you forevermore and for over fifty years I’ve done so,

I vow to love you forevermore and in fifty years a century you’ll know,

You will know a century of my loving you and once again I’ll upset you,

Let me say it here and now I will shout out “see her beautiful glow”,

Each day at least three times an hour I feel such need to say it loud,

“See how beautiful her profile is” or other things of you make me proud,

The little wiggle your butt contains or the giggle in your pretty throat,

Throughout the day I say these words from my heart as I do not gloat,

You’re sexy through and through my love, I love you more every hour,

To see you nude today excites me more than during our first shower,

I remember most every night loving you even those that are the same,

From wake to sleep I think of you, I truly do, even at work or in a game,

I know insane is how I sound but it’s the strongest love on earth,

To be the man loved by you has increased to me what I am worth,

Sex pours from your pores when I am near I smell the essence of you,

The essence of you excites my loins I swear there’s nothing I can do,

Imagine being aroused every time the person you love is near,

I’m so aroused every day that if I was a boat only you could steer,

When you lay near with your hip and sexy thigh exposed it’s so hard,

Your curves are the same today it’s very difficult for me to disregard,

You complain when I don’t notice you but you also say too much,

After showering or brushing teeth I always rub your butt and such,

Then jump in bed and see your thigh and curves that arouse me so,

Our time is short so very short, we will wish every second to re-know,

I am lost, I seek lovemaking in form of old yet I know my form is old,

I love our scheduled sex but wouldn’t sexual spontaneity be extolled?

When nude you shake and tease me but if I take the bait what then?

Spontaneity was born of love n’ haste so desire and lust couldn’t win,

Remember when a kiss would ignite lovemaking though we just had?

To start again from a kiss with you was inevitable when with a lad,

Yes once long ago I was a lad although slowed after serving in Nam,

The draft stole away precious youth and what was left is what I am,

I ask you my angel, my darling wife, when last did a kiss ignite fire?

When last I ask of you, did you tease me and expect a kiss of desire?

A kiss of desire followed by a man’s lust igniting fire within loins aged,

I ask when last did you release loins of he whose loins were caged?

Please release the latch in a spontaneous gesture that urges a flow,

Love within your heart is my love and love within me is yours aglow,

You glow of love and only you glow like an angel’s beautiful glow,

My heart can love no other not because of time but it’s you I know,

If asked what is a union? We describe a union of love no doubt,

When asked about sexual union of love, we are what it is about,

To hold your soft hand in mine is a special joy just meant for me,

I love you Patti, please allow sex to flow in a way of spontaneity.

The end. I love you my angel.

I use to sit in church and dream, I’d be dreaming of you,

I still do, anytime anyplace, no matter what I still do,

Many places my old bones have roamed with you near,

My flame, the one my heart beats with, you are my dear,

As sea shores weather the storm I weathered too much,

Beaten down and washed away I shouldn’t reveal such,

Turn on the radio and interrupt thoughts of hard days,

Too many protest oldies returns me to wars nasty haze,

No your sister didn’t lie and your mama didn’t believe,

Your mama read my letters but wasn’t willing to retrieve,

Tears fell from hardship eyes lost for too long in a mess,

My heart barely survived but for a glimmer of hope I confess,

Today I’m still burdened with pains that last too long,

You are timeless in eyes that seems to cry with a song,

Somehow I’m going to find the vision that’s fading away,

You are timeless in a heart that sees an angel every day,

I’m here at the beginning of the end every time it starts,

Things keep slowing down then become broken parts,

Sunshine is you no doubt please shine upon me tonight,

For you are the light, you are my wonderful guiding light.

I wish these words I write for you would last forevermore,

Words of you should be immaculate never needing a restore,

The essence of life is so within your being it’s beyond compare,

My heart is engulfed with a frequency of you that I must share,

I am so minuscule in every way that I regress inside my mind,

When near your essence joyful youth enters me as if assigned,

While deep in thoughts of you the theory of everything was there,

I saw the joining and communication of spirits with ability to share,

And I came into you not of the flesh but in a vaporous soul state,

I release love into your essence as I have a male desire to stimulate,

Relations with you in being or soul are beyond my comprehension,

I depart realities border filled with passion to enter a new dimension,

Pleasure releases endorphins of sexual joy that brings more pleasure,

I’ve entered a realm of time loop dimensions that seems to be treasure,

A dimension of pleasure that dwells where your vagina’s clitoris will be,

Pleasure to give pleasure as my penis desires to give to you from me,

You are my sexual fulfillment as your physical form entices so,

Sexually you use my eyes to enter my soul ever so womanly slow,

So sexy in movement and mannerism that I want you here forever,

Words from a beautiful song says it all “until the twelfth of never”,

Comfort is an unknown gift you give to me each time I hold you tight,

As morning awakens the world I excite my soul thinking of the night,

Although every day for five decades to awaken to you is only joy,

The aging of my frame has come quickly enough so it does annoy,

And I will stand in sweltering heat just to see your beautiful face,

Your profile is of goddess’ perfection or a work of art in city or place,

My oil of exposed angel’s impeccable breasts still takes my breath,

I pray for your health and love because loving you delays my death,

If only I could sculpt of stone I would sculpt granite in your form,

I’d pick the perfect boulder of size that could endure time’s storm,

My statue of you would thrill those who view of your magnificence,

To present my artwork of you I’d build a garden sparing no expense,

I’ll try I will with all I am to present my words of you for all to know,

I wish every man, woman, and child could experience your love glow,

If my written words of loving you could be in print for people to read,

They’d know why I love you so much in what might be my final deed.

I love you Patti.

A miracle came from her heart that brought sounds of heaven’s violin,

Reminding me of a time long ago when young love was allowed to begin,

My heart is beating faster as I look at the beautiful aging angel in my hold,

Silver flows through her hair as if woven by an angels touch in God’s fold,

I have in my heart the miracle of her love that was given to me so long ago,

In her eyes I see love wrapped in hazel and shades of soft blue that’s aglow,

Now that the years have ripened our love vine I need and ask for more time,

It’s so sad that time devolves elders health when loving her is so very fine,

Each moment in her arms is savored as I dance with my angel to loves end,

Though I am worn she may see me as the discharged sailor around the bend,

Such a wonderful lady she is through and through yet have I said enough,

She has been through so very much yet she is soft in love and never rough,

My sweet lady of the morning light brings sunshine rays into our home,

The brightness of her spirit is the brightest light for me that’s ever shown,

Sunshine beams with precious nuggets of golden love that I cannot see,

The feelings inside I can’t touch but I can feel, I love her as she loves me.

The end. By Pat for Patti

I love you baby

I inhale air through your hair to enrich my intake of your essence,

Particles or molecules of you are welcome into this man’s presence,

That I become a better bigger man by your kiss says so very much,

Yet truth states just thoughts of you does the same without a touch,

Quite often just that touch expresses love even more than your kiss,

Upon a time long ago your kiss filled my loins with desire of your bliss,

Sensations of conjoined loins in missionary stance or in a lover’s face,

Join tongue’s passion dance in bringing pleasure’s peak to the chase,

So many memories of you enhance new thoughts of the sexual kind,

Half a century of loving you has libido memories inside a lustful mind,

I stand with enhanced desires to see ejaculatory fluids shared by you,

My imagination has no restrictions from memories of what we can do,

My heart on the other hand is the leader of my soul and of my mind,

You come into a room, clothed or nude, love and lust are an easy find,

I’m inspired by your beauty be it young or aged to perfection of you,

Your capacity to love has not diminished be it of the heart or a screw,

Years ago I committed my soul and my heart to eternally love just one,

I truly hope to be making love with you when my time on earth is done,

Your naked flesh again awakens what I have, to do what it’s made to do,

And my beating heart will supply blood for arousal and to love only you.

The end. For Patti by Pat. February 2019.