My thoughts seem to take flight upon wings given lift by you,

From high above the reality of my existence I find a better view,

Mental images project upon a thought canvas of the one I love,

Perhaps imagination but seeming real I try to stay aloft above,

From loves starting line there is no final as true love doesn’t end,

An imaginary starting line so straight in design it doesn’t bend,

Invisible to the eye but felt and seen by the heart is loves touch,

Though you’re seen as an image in my mind I need you so much,

Time is always fading away from me yet I sometimes wish it’d fly,

The kiss from an angel still provides the fuel I need just to get by,

A rose growing alone in the wilderness is no less beautiful there,

Distance and time won’t change that you’re so beyond compare,

A lifetime ago I cried from a million miles away that you’d come near,

Perhaps it was my desire and extremes allowing me to see you clear,

I concentrated hard through the tears and reloaded the push to see,

A measurement of love, loneliness, and situation brought you to me,

You disappeared as quickly as you came as if a summertime storm,

The millions of miles increased my love and need beyond the norm,

Those memories require a stout reserve of emotions to review such,

Ever so lonely I discovered how our first kiss delivers a lifetime touch,

Hold me tight that I may create new memories of a time to be long ago,

To be long ago soon as time’s travel is increasingly fast never to slow,

I feel as though I’ve been under a lifetime spell of acute narcotic bliss,

Without ingested drugs I’ve walked high in clouds sent there by a kiss,

I spoke of “a time to be long ago” but in reality I didn’t correctly speak,

In lover speak I would have said “a time to soon be long ago in a week,”

A lifetime of love flys by so quickly as it seeks fulfillment of your desire,

Fifty years of love seems to be but ten as rapid time is love’s identifier,

There’s not enough words inside our language to express how I feel,

It’s a magnetic force of sorts created by your love and your sex appeal,

Hear the sound of my heart pounding aloud as you come into view,

My heart is entwined within the desire and commitment to love you.

The end, by Pat. For Patti. I love you baby girl, Feb. 2019

There’s so many things about you that I truly adore each day,

You greet the grandkids each morning with cute things you say,

I love hearing you speak to them of Christmas and other things,

Another thing I adore about you is when my sweet angel sings,

Because of touching you I clearly see every color in every hue,

Without you emptiness saturates loves space leaving me blue,

I felt our eyes embrace upon first sight to form our true love bond,

Love borne of teenage visual embrace took us into loves’ beyond,

Although my vision will one day fail, you will be in my hearts mind,

Perhaps I’ll see enough to avoid big things if I’m not totally blind,

As long as I can feel you next to me and your cute voice I can hear,

Know that I will adore you forevermore and I have no “future” fear,

I once said you flood my heart with sensations of adoration,

To awaken to you is a blessing felt through my being as elation,

A song bird announces his need with whistled melodic love songs,

If only I could whistle a sweet tune to state where my love belongs,

Every particle of love within my being belongs eternally to you,

Sometime ago I coined a phrase to describe sensations so true,

“Sensations of particle delight” came from an act of desperation,

Love as a word or feeling seems so small to describe my elation,

Every time you walk into a room I’m flooded with thoughts of sex,

So many feelings saturate my heart and soul it makes love complex,

Large quantities of words must be used to describe each love phase,

I’ve so many feelings of loving you that descriptions would take days,

One day my heart’s love for you grew beyond what most men feel,

Writing my grandparents and relatives gave you even more appeal,

Such sweet action of your heart placed you upon true love’s gold,

Each day I’d discover another sensation of love that I’d try to hold,

To hold sensations within my being was impossible for me to do,

Each “sensation of particle delight” must flow completely through,

To absorb sensations full, all particles must shed electrons and all,

Cleansing of delight into the being transpires if flow will never stall,

Each love particle within my being is of you and shall be evermore,

If who I am should anger you before apologies come I must implore,

The miracle of love you’ve given me will be shared for all of my life,

There is but one with whom I will share my love, you,my darling wife.

The end. For Patti from Pat

Midnight fast approaches once more as dreams of you begin,

There’s magic in the air as youth absolves my age once again,

Who’s watching lovers grasp or are lovers’ memories to be held,

Magic pushes love particle penetrators to become lover’s meld,

Entwined with you to become one we take lover’s meld beyond,

Long goodbyes once known are memories in a gray matter pond,

A feeling felt long ago inspired my heart to be held as love’s gold,

We’ve known now or never too often as our lifetimes become old,

Angels watch in wait for a welcome home to one gone too long,

You in angel’s wake explains why my love has become so strong,

Angels do leave a sparkling flow in departure to heaven it’s true,

This man cannot resist angels hold thus I surrender in awe of you,

Irish leprechauns have gold in wait for returning lovers to find,

A magic Smurf kingdom spell puts lovers joy into a blue mind,

Wrapped in love we flew the Heaven’s to feel warmth of a star,

You sent me to view Heaven when you left the gate slightly ajar,

I say to you ever so soft “I love you” as my lips brush your ear,

Feel the magic across my lips as a static spark pops ever clear,

The pop and snap of love’s spark on my lips is how you can tell,

Love coerced electrical current to carry true loves magic spell,

We have hands of gold to touch and to feel magical love in flow,

While in love’s eternal hold I swear no woman shows such glow,

An angel held in human hands and arms smiles to say it’s true,

The magic spell of angels love brings lifetime joy, I so love you.

For Patti, by Pat.

What time is right I wonder when love enters the heart,

Is avoidance the answer when my feelings of love start,

Or do I say it aloud to carry my emotions of love your way,

Is a touch upon your flesh allowed or wait for another day,

I knew a man or said truthfully a boy who went off to war,

He delayed telling her of his love until he had done more,

The last chance to tell her so wasn’t as he wanted to be,

He should have said it loud as he died in combat tragically,

From day one I have shouted aloud the love I carry inside,

Before going on missions I wrote you a letter in case I died,

I’ve carried this admiration, along with love since we met,

Everything about you in our first meeting I will never forget,

I’ve compared so many women to you for all of my life,

Long ago I would say no one compares to my future wife,

Now time is making it more difficult to write poetry of you,

The lines wobble and drop as this MD eye disease will do,

I’m prepared to accept it yet I’m troubled I won’t see you,

Based on the voice I’ll create images without sight’s clue,

Still I’ll compare and no doubt you will win out even more,

Your kindness is beyond expected its impossible to ignore,

A gift given to me by our Lord creates thanks in my heart,

More than fifty four years I’ve loved you from the very start,

To be so adorably beautiful in profile or seen any other way,

You have a lack of ego when reality says it would be okay,

Although their actions are with fault seldom do you say so,

Instead I’ll hear kindness from you in turn it makes me glow,

Every year I learn valuable lessons that bring change to me,

I’ve calmed and become a better man wouldn’t you agree?

You’ve remained beautiful year after year with a small frame,

People recognize you fifty years later and call you by name,

I am proud to be seen with you and to be “Patti’s husband”,

Your claim on me is shown to all as you always hold my hand,

Those that know can see it in me as love burns in my eyes,

If at a party or in a crowd my eyes track you in open skies,

The fire I carry always burns for you it’s ignited by your swing,

Please understand my outspoken ways it’s part of my thing,

My thing of course is loving you as it’s large within my heart,

Love fills my mind, soul, and heart, desire fills the sexual part,

Desire within my loins cries out in request of your stimulation,

Words of desirous want will always get my love and admiration,

As time grows scarce even small moments become precious,

Moments of loving become memories of love, not to be vicarious,

Imaginary love is but a dream of want without loves’ sensation,

Let wanton dreams instill lustful desire to create sexual elation,

Shared thoughts of desirous deeds will put two in sexual act,

Lustful words whispered to hear will enhance and not distract,

Absent time approaches quickly as does absent vision for he,

I don’t fear time’s advance, for your love counters if I can’t see.

For Patti, I love you.

At times it’s hard to find the words within my heart,

You’re so magnificent and beautiful in every part,

No doubt I have loved you upon first sight to start,

Truly my oil painting of you is precious framed art,

To touch you awakens feelings from within my youth,

I’ve loved you beyond man’s ability I say this in truth,

To exceed the limits of love have occurred within me,

Sensations have flooded my being beyond entirety,

A Geiger-scope of love exceeds maximum each time,

Newly invented to measure love it works well in a rhyme,

It’s function works well if broken is desired to measure me,

I love you beyond man’s ability to understand or even see,

Men have sat in awe to enjoy your breasts nude in art,

I am in awe of you loving me from deep within your heart,

I’m grateful for your love that comes with sex favors too,

You awaken me each morning with things I love to do,

I gaze into your eyes and thank God for whom I hold,

Still I cherish a teen photo of you as my only bit of gold,

When far from you long ago I kissed it each lonely night,

I held it close to my chest as I prayed while feeling fright,

Years have drained away my youth or does youth expire,

Yet with youth gone I still lust for you or do I feel love’s fire?

Just a touch of your flesh fills this aging man with desire,

Spoken true it’s loving you that sets this aged man afire.

The end. For Patti by Pat

Your tender touch expresses love quite often more so than a kiss,

A kiss given me long ago filled my loins with feelings of lover’s bliss,

Caresses upon my face as your tongue explored mine at a sexual pace,

Gave sensations of bliss when conjoined with caresses upon my face,

Half a century of loving you memories came alive all at once in my mind,

So many thoughts of you created arousal with sexual visions in kind,

To become enhanced at elders age is welcome within this ancient frame,

Mornings of every day finds conjoined elders aroused in a lover’s game,

I inhale my air through your hair to enrich intake of you with essence,

Particles and molecules of you are welcome into this man’s presence,

To become more man or larger a man just from your kiss says so much,

Yet truth be known just thoughts of you can do the same without touch,

Since eighteen I’ve thought of you every day of my life without fail,

It’s fifty three years this year that I’ve been blessed to tell our tale,

My heart is enriched with love’s growth every day since my loves start,

Each day I’ve told you of my love as it grew without fail within my heart.

The end. To Patti from Pat, I love you baby!